I miss the life I had,
before I ever met you.
my days were more controlled,
my thought so uncentered.
You came into my life so quickly, so ready.
I shared my dreams with you,
and I heard of your's as well.
You had my trust and love,
in the palm of my hand.
You promised that you'd never hurt me,
and that you would never lie,
and that you'd always love me.
I should have known the truth,
Just by looking in your eyes.
But, i tried to ignored those thoughts,
because i just knew that they had to be lies.
So, I lived my life around you,
and it seemed as though you loved me.
Then you went too far,
and took over over my life.
I gave in,
because you said you loved me.
it took so long
for me to finally see
what had been going on,
right under my nose.
It was then that you left my life,
just as you came in;
So quickly and so ready.
but, there was a difference than before,
you longer had my trust and my love in your hands,
you just left them lying on the floor.
So, I guess I was right all along,
when I thought that you never loved me.Next time I'll listen,
Next time I won't ignore my doubts.
Next time I'll do this,
Next time I'll do that;
the list goes on and on.
Although it might work later,
and no matter how much i want to,
i will never be able to change the fact,
that you never loved me.
