What is this dark feeling down in my gut,
some times it pains me more than a deep cut.
I use the blades to dig into my skin,
but the pain wont cover up the feeling,I cant win.
Deeper the blade it don't hurt any more,
I cant make this feeling fade, it seeps to my very core.
My life is in shatters people think I'm nuts,
I cant change their minds no more ifs , ands , or buts.
I just wanna crawl under the covers and hide,
but this is my life so hop in and come along for the ride.
