Not to many people came, no one knew the boy I knew.. no one knew the boy that had killed himself.. the boy that gave in and took his self .. now he is gone and no one ever would.
He was a amazing boy.. no one really wanted to know, they all told him to leave and go. He was a smart boy.. no one took the time to really see him.. his life was always dark now all he will ever see is dark.
I loved him.. although no one knew of my love.. all I can say is I never wanted him to go. If I would have known of all the darkness he felt, I would have tried to reach out and shout I care please don't go.
My heart still believes, he should be here to wash away these fears and I could wash away his. I often dream he is alive and smiling.. but he is with god and I am left here crying.
