How i feel

I feel so lost,
i feel so angry
i feel so hurt
i feel so small

nothing ever goes my way
its always harder then it seems
why cant i just be happy
instead of the down depressed old me!

i feel so lonely i can not see
because all my tears i am crying are blinding me

the scares on my arms don't seem to heal

nor does the scares the ones in my heart!

my family hates me i feel i have no friends yet i still don't see what Ive done wrong!

I'm 16 and i just want a normal life
and not always want to go to the knife!

i don't want people talking about me like I'm some fu**k up!

i lay in my room at night crying myself to sleep,
thats all i ever seem to do is face on my pillow and weep!

all i want is some tlc..for friends to help me throw the pain the hurt and anger thats making me feel so low

a hug off a friend a shoulder to cry on someone to say things will get better a friend to be there for me!

I'm always there for all my friends
why cant you all see that just coz i help you don't me you cant help me!

so please i hate feeling like this
i will do something stupid one day because i cant take much more sh*it!

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