I'm so scared to get up this morning
For I remember this so well
The fights have started once more
Yelling and screaming fill the air
The hates felt so strong today
Slamming doors
I don't know how much more of this I can take
It's been years since I felt safe in my own home
They're unpredictable
You never know when it will be time
How do they expect me to be happy
How do they expect me to be me
Afraid to leave my room
For I know what's going on
I'm sick of living this thing most call life
I call hell
No one knows what goes on behind closed doors
and no one ever will
A family secret my friends shall never know
I can't tell
I have to face it on my own
For I know if i tell no one will believe me
Or no one will care
So I'll face another day on my own
And the pain I feel will be left unknown
