Alone in the dark

There are times when all i want is to die
i sit alone in the dark and cry
everytime i think i see him here
i want more than ever to drown in my tears

my pain swallows me in the dark
and my tired soul begins to fall apart
i feel like there is no possible way
i can make these things go away

in the dark i clearly see
my shattered heart in front of me
it's in pieces on the floor
it used to be inside me;my core

i relive that day in my mind
and end to it i'll never find
i see me and him that day
and then he slowly walks away

as this replays over and over
i feel his hand on my shoulder
but as i look down and see my heart
i realize i'm still alone in the dark