I want to forget you!!!

It's been nearly 2 years yet my feelings are still strong,
And now I have a boyfriend and these feelings I know are wrong

I know I said I moved on but thats not entirely true,
I love my boyfriend so much but I still have feelings for you

I want so much to be with him right until the end,
I know my mum and sisters all treat him like a friend

Me and you are over yet I still can't figure out why,
I can't forget everything that happened no matter how hard I try

Please help me through this is anyway you can,
For years before it happened I was your biggest fan

I love my boyfriend so much and you I need to forget,
And if I hurt him like this all I will feel is regret

Although I have these feelings it's not you that i crave,
I want to take these feelings and dig them their own grave

My boyfriend needs a girl, a girl who's always there...
And if these feelings stay to him it would be unfair

I don't want to loose him especially over you,
So now I have decided just what I'm gonna do...

I'm not gonna let you destroy me and we both know you will,
I'm determined to make this work and now I know it will!!!