Um? I dont kno wht to call it

3 days after our four months you decided to say good bye
sometimes I wish I didn't like you and do but not sure why
you made me up set constantly really didn't seem to care
because most of the times when I turned around you wouldn't be there

you hung on other girls and let them hang on you
but now I know I'm always jealous because I couldn't trust you to be true
but seriously look in the mirror a lot of people like you
and I know a lot like me to

but honestly I don't know what the see in me
in my eyes I seem as If I'm nothing at all
and all there wishing for me to do is fall
but everyone I know say that I'm pretty and I don't have any Idea what they see

but anyways, I'm not sure what happened between us
how I know that is wasn't just a crush
well I fall in love to easily and set my self up for hurt
so maybe I'm the only one who could be considered a jerk

well maybe the weaknesses in my life aren't everyone else
maybe I'm just afraid to be myself
I'm just not meant to be happy is all I ever think I think now I am
I just haven't done enough to make me realize to me I am