I'm sorry mom

I've lost myself
you've done nothing but doubt me
and i cant handle it anymore
I'm sorry mom.

nothing meant more to me than your approval
but you can't even give me that
everyone tells me I've grown up so beautifully
but you don't notice
I'm so sorry mom.

i miss my "mommy"
the one who used to support and encourage me
but he took you away for good
he brings out the worst side of you
i hate him- i hate you
I'm sorry mom.

i tried everything to get rid of him
but no matter what i did, you took his side
you made me cry
and you made me cut
but then again, i can't hold it against you, because you never knew
I'm so sorry mom.

i hope now you see why
I'm so with-drawn
never telling you anything-
because you've pushed me away
it's your own fault, and you'll never get me back.
I'm so very sorry.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!
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