I don't get why all I see
are the up and downs with in me
I'm not the prettiest not the best
not much different from everyone but not like the rest
when I look in the mirror I don't see the real me
I see some fake whose trying to be
something that shes not
something people would like something people would want
I see someone who see a few extra pounds
the ones that to everyone else don't seem to be around
I see a face who feels so lonely
not able to forget the one she loved who she said would always be her only
Someone not ready to give up and give in
to the reality of life and this hell and sin
trying hard to just get through the day
because at certain times she just wants to run away
I'm not perfect not at all
I wont amount to anything I will always fall
I'm nothing to anyone is how people make me feel
but to go on believe all I will ever feel is this pain thats in side GOD it feels so real
I go on in my own little dream world Writing to get through Hard times
like How I still wish that you were still f**king mine
and I don't know what'd Id do if I were to ever get back with you
because I think I'm loving some one else not just you
but I don't know I'm lost and Confused
feelings of being so used
god I just wanna die some days
anything would be better then living this way!!!
