I want to forget

I had always been alone
until you came into my life
you had me hypnotized
i could no longer concentrate on my life
you made me want to forget.

i lost my friends
and i began to fight with my family
but you were so wonderful-
such a mystery to me
i was starting to forget.

by then, it was too late for me
i didn't want to eat- you liked skinny girls...
i had forgotten how to socialize with anyone but you
you had cut me off from all my sources
i was completely dependent on you
i had forgotten.

but then you hurt me more than i could stand
and i hated you so
but now i had nothing to turn to
you had destroyed my life as well as destroying me

i'm so sorry honey, but unlike before-
now i want to forget
and perhaps now i can gain my life back
now that i have finally forgotten you, sweetie.