Whats inside

A smile is what you see
but is that what you really believe?
look inside my eyes and you'll see the truth
what lies under the surface is no goof

Whats inside me shouldn't be
cause inside I'm depressed and lonely
I should say whats real
i should tell everyone how i feel

before any more goes on
before I'm gone
i need to tell you how i feel
and we need to make one final deal

our deal is that when I'm gone
you'll move on
you won't chase memories
after i pay this fee

i love you Hun
but i have to go
ill miss you
and thats one thing you'll always know