Painful Memories

A normal day for me
Is one filled with great pain
This makes me truley wonder
If I'm actually going insane

How many more days
Will I have to go through
Before something happens
And I'm no longer feeling blue

I'm so tired of feeling like this
Each and every day
And I wonder if theres any way
That this will all just go away

And now it seems like
All I want to do is die
And most of my days consist of
When I sit alone and cry

I wish that I could leave this place
And all the painful memories behind
I would no longer have to deal
With all the problems of mankind

I hate everything
That goes on in my life
And this one of the reasons
Why I always turn to the knife....

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