A choice i have to choose

I stare across your face
My thoughts never leave you
I feel like bursting out
There's only one thing left to do

I grasp at my feelings
Trying to hold back
Hiding behind this mask
The courage is what I lack

I'm afraid if I'm truthful
This friendship I will loose
But if I hide you'll never know
I guess there’s a choice I have to choose

You're what I wanted
Dreamt about for so long
So maybe I should tell you
But how can I be sure if that would be right or wrong

I'm afraid of denial
Afraid of the hate
I know it's waiting for me
This is part of my fate

But if I don't tell you
Will there be regret in my heart
The friendship would last
But you'd still be far apart

You hold a special place
In my heart is where it stays
I'm not sure if you’ll ever leave there
But destiny goes many ways…

© Copyright Christina Gomes 2005