I just can't believe that your really gone?

We were so crazy about each other, the way we looked at each others eyes every one could see how unbreakable we were. I do admit I miss you dearly but how did our love just fade away. I won't lie that my love is still alive, but it hurts not knowing if you're doing good. Now that your gone I pray at night wishing you back. I miss your lovely voice, your lips and your beauty what can I do to not miss you so much. You said awful things that really hurt me, I just can't believe that your really gone.