My suicide...

Deep down they don't care
deep down no one's there
deep down I'm all alone
deep down I'm on my own

I'm full of hatred and pain
I'm isolated and insane
I'm always going down, never up
my mind keeps telling me
no one gives a f uck

every time i try to take my life
i clench tightly onto the knife
so many thoughts run through my mind
and i think of who I'm leaving behind

theres always something that stops me
but i still hear the blade's sweet melody
i will leave this note on my bed
and everyone will see that i am now dead

you will be fine without me around
i will be 6 feet in the ground
so this is my goodbye
my suicide