Suicidal Good Bye

This is good bye,
It's my time to die,
I'm tired of living my life,
Where there's only sacrifice,

No more nobody not being there,
No more nobody doesn't care,
I'm keeping this plain,
I'm going to end my pain,

This is something you may not get;
I am losing it,
I'm never going to have you,
No matter what I do,

So my life shall end,
I'll never have to hurt again,
Never will I have to cry,
Because I'm about to die,

I'm tired of the blood that seeps,
And tired of the tears I weep;
Tired of all this depression,
And all the long shrink sessions,

No longer do I want to live,
I have nothing else to give,
I've lost it all,
In my great down fall,

Occasionally, I used to even smile,
And laugh for a little while,
Now I only frown,
My life being so down,

So here it is...

I just wanted to say good bye,
Before I commit suicide,
Her comes my end,
Never will you see me again.

{Written on 1/19/05}