AS I LAY ME DOWN TO SLEEP

As i lay me down to sleep
i pray the lord my soul to keep and if i die before i wake i pray the lord my soul to take

This is the prayer
i say before i silently
enter heavens doors

falling in a trap
knife in hand
as i listen to the devils every command

oops the knife slipped
so nervous
i cut my wrist
ended up not making a fist

painkillers
kicking in
now I'm ending my life
full of sin

bleeding so bad
as i crawl to the door
blood everywhere leading to a outer door

lying on white carpet
stains on my shirt
blood seeping from my wrists down my skirt

my body lyes
upon the floor
saying a prayer

from the day before hoping to get in to the heavens doors

so i can get my wings and soar
to the clouds wheres theres unconditional love
from god to the angels above