Dark Angel

Have you noticed everyone has a guardian angel
One who watches over them, protects them at night
One who is there when they are feeling down
One who will help them learn to do the right

I have an angel too though mine is not the same
My angel is evil one who beats me every single day
Stripping away my pride wounding me deep inside myself
Causing me to break into pieces shattering in every way

Be glad your own angels guard and protect you
Be joyous your angels do not make you feel hate
The way my own angel has taught me to do
Is the worst imaginable type of evil fate

I’ve been broken so many times I’ve lost count
At night the dark angel ventures near me
Tormenting me with visions all dark and sad
They make me cry I close my eyes yet I still see

My dark angel wears a raiment of the deepest black
My dark fiend loves to hear children scream in pain
Never once feeling the torture grow old
Never once caring if it drives others insane

I cry for those nameless faces my dark angel shows
I weep because I can hear their heartwrenching cries
As they are driven one by one to the dark one’s throne
I can see their fear and pain in their wide eyes

My dark angel is forcing me to break inside
Wanting me to come and obey her dark will
Wants me to snap so I’ll be a willing slave
Yet I keep fighting her and praying still