Showing the Surface

My heart is gone
For I am dead inside
Empty to the world
All my tears I've cried

I can't stand being
Alive with all this pain
Knowing all this sadness
Is making me go insane

Nothing to do
Nowhere to run
Hiding from the world
Wishing for a gun

All this pain I feel
Has pulled to the surface
Showing to all that
My life has no purpose

So, with that I take
This little magic pill
In hopes that soon
Me it will kill

*5/7/2003