Gone once more

I had it in my hand
it was all there
it slipped away so fast
right in thin air

i just sat there and watched
watched it fly past my face
it was gone once more
again i have lost pace

this couldn't be
i am here once again
again with the nightmares
it doesn't feel pretend

i need it back
back into my heart
i need it here
its gone too far

i don't want this
not this again
not after what happened
i trust whats with in

i cant let it end this way
i cant let it walk out the door
i cant believe its gone again
gone once more