It's a memory
now
and there is
no going back,
to retrieve
a lost love,
a love that was bleak
and did not deserve
to die.
As the days
are being lived,
I listen to what
I have said
in my poetry for you,
but I have to say,
that I do not feel
as strongly as I did
then...
I think it's finally
fading,
I think
that my heart
has finally realized
that it's time to move on.
Time really
does tell what
it is,
that a person
may feel inside
with truth...
but how is it
that I have felt a deep
yearning
when I was away
for a long while
before,
from you.
May be this is
because
you left me so
cruelly,
with no heart,
with no apt of
returning
or soothing my pain.
May be you didn't
even love me then...
perhaps this
was a deep dream
that was just spun
to make
me realize
that I am growing up,
and am a child no
longer.
For the love
we have had,
is now the twinkling
of something distant.
