by Smeagol Jan 29, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
grieving, loss
This depression its never ending, you all know this is true. we all suffer from it. it eats away at us...rotting our flesh. our souls starving for relief. yet we cant win. You see this smile....its not real...you heard me laugh I'm sorry Hun but it was fake. I'm being devoured...the more i struggle the more i sink...if it was my choice I'd kill you then me.. i know you fear me cause i fear my self...You probably think I'm crazy f**k You probably love this and want more but this is me and i want more. more pain, more blood...more relief with my knife. I'm gonna color this night crimson red all over the sky. for another dying I'll be crying. the scars will be calling your name listen careful...it will send you in a craze. disfigurements dancing waiting...waiting for you to make the last step taking your last breath. then you become a devils Piece of meat. isn't this what we wanted to get out of life? |