Why is it that I can’t tell you how I feel?
I love you so much, words just can’t describe.
Why is it I feel like you judge me?
Inside I know you wouldn’t dare, you tell me your secrets, your fears.
Why is it that I keep all that inside?
All these emotions are tearing me apart, trying to escape.
Why is it that I feel that you won’t understand?
Deep down I know you will, maybe it’s because you tell me you will.
Why is it after all these years I still feel all alone?
As if nobody knows the real me, even you, the one I hold so close to my heart.
Why is it that repeatedly, I let myself get hurt by people like you?
Maybe it’s because there's a part of me that thinks we're gong to be together forever.
Why is it that I think this way, so negative, so pessimistic?
Even though I know you’ll be there for me, but it’s happened before, people like you leave me when I need them the most.
