Secretly Loving You

Who would have thought
I'd feel like this
About you, my best friend
This feeling I have
It can't be missed
But still, it won't comprehend

When I look at you
I see the boy
That I talk to all night long
But then soon enough
This feeling comes
That feels so right, yet so wrong

You know every secret
That I have
Every story behind each scar
You're like the brother
I never had
But I want to be closer than we are

We joke around
And flirt a lot
But that's just how we play
But when you look me
In the eye
I want you in my arms to stay

I tell you I love you
And you hug me tight
Just like best friends do
But little do you know
When you're holding me
I'm really longing to kiss you

We tell each other
Everything
Even the grossest stuff
But then why do I feel
If I tell you this
My face will turn red in blush?

Someday I'll tell you how I feel
And you'll tell me
You love me too
But for now we'll continue
Just being best friends
While I'm secretly loving you