My last night

This is my story
of my suicide
my only chance
my one last try

It was night
and no one was around
I felt so bad
like I had hit the ground

So I went to my corner
and picked up my knife
I started to slice
And wondered would this be my life

The cuts became deeper
and the blood flooded out
I was gonna die that night
without a doubt

It flowed down my arm
all over the place
and soon no one
would remember my face

Yes it hurt me
but my pain insede
was much deeper
The pain I always had to hide

This was the end
Of my life
You just will never know
How it felt so right

They'll bury me soon
six feet under
And the pain you will feel
will have felt like thunder

But if I could have one last request
It's for you not to cry
Just understand
that I had to die