GOOD JOB! I totally understand what you are talking about in your poem. You try to push everything to the back and then for some reason all at once they come back and they hit you like a brick and you have no idea how to handle them, and all you want to do is curl up in a little ball and cry and just make the pain go away. You should take a look at my poems someday.

thanks, its great to kno some one feels the same way i do