GrAnDpA!!

You say that your fair fair
what does that mean?

you say you eat food
but then you say what ever you want to call it

your giving up on us
your letting your body die down so you can just go to heaven like you have been wishing for 4yrs.

grandma is in heaven and you think you should be there with her

well god wants you down here with us and grandma to watch over us

your being selfish and grandma is watching how selfish your being

she wont appreciate it and you know it because you lie and say everything is fine.

so quit trying to go early
god wants you to stay here

and keep the shinert family well
but you just miss grandma so much you don't want to

please stop hurting yourself
and grow up
sometimes i think i am more mature than you

i just want to yell at you
but i don't because I'm scared of what might happen

so please just let destiny take its own will and stop trying to kill yourself off quicker than what god planned