So far away, but yet so close

I'm hurt, but I'm loved,
He cares, and I know it,
He's gone, and I'm here,
The pain, I wont show it.

I'm selfish, and he's not,
I'm scared, but he's fine,
I worry, but he doesn't,
I'm his, and he's mine!

He's kind, yet so am I,
I miss him, but does he?
He's far away, but I'm not,
I wish he was here with me.

I think of him, does he think the same?
I dream of him, am I in his dream?
I want to hold him, but I can only wish,
Things can only be worse then they seem.

Is this pain, or is this guilt?
Does he love me, or does he not?
Yes I know it, but I ignore it,
Only because Dan's all I got!