My Cross Faded Heart

I look and looked, seen and see
Search and searched, finding me
It took awhile to unhidden
But once I said it
You thought I lied

I may be a hipicrit
I may be unfolding
But one thing I know
I'm here for your holding

I don't mean to act this way
But pressure builds up
Every single day

People say goodbye
Friends say hello
Its nice to see you cry
And act this low

Such sorrow is my pain
I hate it, I will disown it
Its hard to act the same

Your heart is set in one gear
My love is driving
Without one fear

I will never turn my back
My actions are setting us apart
There holding us back
With my cross faded heart