I want to be his, and him to be mine. I want to understand what's going on in his mind. "To be or not to be" was smartly said, even though its outcome we all dread. It hurts to love, in any case. I want his unconditional love and to see his smiling face. I want him to love me for me, not someone just at the right place. I want to be honest and make him understand. But lack of communication is screwing up my plan. He is my best friend. I think of him all the time. He thinks the same of me, yet I am only in the back of his mind. Just friends I say, and he agrees. I pray he will make another decision please. I don't know now what we will be, or if we have an eternity. I love him so much, rather that dare that when I talk to him think he doesn't care. I want a prince, to take me away. Never let go or hurt me I pray. Please help me see the light at the end. I don't want to have this nightmare again. Let the hurt go away and the sunshine come in. Lets be best friends forever and promise to never let it end. I want to be his, and him to be mine. I promise to love him forever and all time.
