I'm the girl

I'm a 14 year old girl,
messed up in this world,
i use to be the girl who
said "I'm never going to drink"
or " I'm never going to smoke
when i get older".. look at me now, i drink like there is no tomorrow,
i smoke a pack a day, I'm the girl
who will probably end up being a single teenage mom,
who will have to drop
out of school to raise her kid,
I'm the girl who crys
herself asleep every night,
I'm the girl who lost her
best friend and baby girl
in the same day, I'm the girl who's heart has been ripped in half over a million times, I'm the girl who
cuts because she's so
depressed, I'm the girl you see everyday but never notice,
I'm the girl who has tried
to kill herself twice but you'll
never know because you
don't take the time of
day to ask "how is life going"
I'm a 14 year old girl,
messed up in this world.