Makes it that way.

Dark in the night, I’m still wide awake,
Analysing every conversation; real or fake.
Never sleep a wink, there’s oh so much to do,
Nearly every night I think lovingly of you.
I never see you, but at night you’re there,

I imagine that you love me, that you really care.

Loads of conversations that we once had,
Openly echo through my mind, keeping me glad,
Visions of you, showing in my mind,
Eat my heart away because I left you behind.

You took away my sleep when you left my life,
Only leaving me with memories, pain and strife.
Unwavering love, Is all I’ll feel for you,

Forever feeling the love that I now do.
Obliged to move on, but really don’t care,
Remembering how I felt when you were there.
Existing only in my dreams isn’t enough for this,
Visions of you make me happy, but the real thing can bring me bliss,
Everyday and every night I will pray,
Ready to see you when God makes it that way.

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