Things you'll never know

It's there deep inside
My pain you just can't see
It cant escape with my late night cries
It makes me do things that make me,me

There are things you just don't know
You cant understand why i am friends with a knife
it's there for me when i have no where to go
It helps me keep my life

Carving deep into my delicate skin
Blood rushes out with no control
I dig the knife in harder i dig way in
These sort of things you will never know

* I'm not sure if it's done i know it sucks but comment please