Hope

A sick feeling in my stomach
a beat pounding through my head
my hearts been torn to pieces
inside I'm nearly dead

you can't have wealth if Ur not alive
nor love if you are dead
you can't be pretty when rotten
when surrounded by puddles of red

i want to do something about it
i know they wouldn't care
i wish it could all be over
it could, but i dint dare

there are people that love me
but they're too far away
they cant hear me or see me
where i am life is Grey

no one here can make me happy
they just don't want to know
they don't want to get involved
and emotion they wont show

the only people who can help me
are the only ones i love
but I'm not allowed to talk to them
i need help from up above

you tell me it'll be OK
and things will son be fine
but i cant stop this crying
and for your love i pine

when you think it cant get worse
and something just has to go right
she comes along and spoils it all
turning all your hope to spite

I'll soon be back and loved again
I've just got to carry on
you're my light when life is dark
making sure my fears are gone

you'll help me thru my heartache
and make sure i don't cry
just talking makes it good again
you give me wings to fly

your always there when i need you
but why I'll never know
bit I'm grateful for the help u give
and for the love you show