Hurt

Sometimes the shock
it takes me by surprise
and the pain I'm in,
I'm hurt by all the lies

This confusion I feel
sometimes just don't seem real
my world is falling apart
and I don't know how to deal

It doesn't seem fair
all that I am going thru
i wish i could understand
I wish i could start anew.

I learn something new everyday
and feel a little more full of pain
I'm losing everyone I love
and I'm the one to blame.

I always set myself up
to receive the hurt I feel
I'm now suffering from wounds
that not even time can heal.