Tonight you told me you hate life
tonight you told me she doesn't care
tonight you told me you wished you were dead
tonight i cried harder than ever
tonight i felt like the world was over
tonight i realized how sad you are
tonight you told me you were drunk
tonight you told me you smoked
tonight you said you wished you were dead
tonight i couldn't breathe
tonight i couldn't move
tonight i thought of the pain
tonight you scared me
tonight you shocked me
tonight will haunt me
tonight my best friend told me she wants to take her own life
that sucked all the air out of my lungs
made me think
wow she isn't happy at all
wow i need to help her
and now i don't think there is anything i can do
i just wish she knew how much i love her
and how i would have to kill myself too
if she ended her life
for my world would fall apart
and i would never be ok
i don't know how to tell her
how much she means to me
tonight my soul grew dark
*this is true and even though not all that poetic or my best work, i needed to write it...
