No one Will miss me

I hurt the person I love last night
Said stupid things because I was upset
I made my baby upset last night
The look on his face I will never forget.

Can't believe I was so stupid
Told him he was better of before
Before he met me at his party
And our love became more.

It's just that things are so f**ked up right now
My life is so confused and a mess
I end up taking it out on my baby
Because I can't cope with this stress.

Would he miss me if I left
If I went away from it all
If I go to a high bridge
And jump, and fall, and fall.

Would anyone miss me to be honest?
All they ever do is moan
What would they do when they find me?
From a high bridge thrown?

Would anyone cry for me?
Would they fall on their knees and weep?
Or would they thank the lord it happened?
And go home together and sleep.

I am so muddled up?
This world or the next?
Don't wanna hurt him anymore
Me leaving might be best.

Would you miss me?
Would you lay beside me and cry?
Would you just be happy?
Would you be glad I died?

Questions I will never know the answer to
Because I will be dead
Suicide aged 17
Because this life screwed up my head.