Addiction to the chase

Sit down and listen,
I’m through with your lies,
And this time you won’t run away.
Lies, tricks and then,
More, I’m sick of these fights,
This is a game that two can play.

But seriously, honey,
Who do you think I am?
I’m not about to roll that dice.
I don’t think it’s funny,
And I couldn’t give a damn,
About the new rules or the prize.

I’ve wanted you so long,
I’ve forgotten why.

Like a game of pick up sticks,
Played with f**king lunatics,
I’ve lost sight of the answers,
Stumbling through this static,
You’re so melodramatic.

Stop laying bits,
Of a puzzle for me to find,
I’ve no intent of skipping off.
To find all the sh*t,
That you have tried to hide,
Listen, I’ve really had enough.

I wanted you so long,
I forget why.

Adorable illusions,
Lead to false conclusions,
Like a burning cancer.
You erode my heart,
And rip my soul apart.

But I won’t play this game anymore,
I’ve been playing for so long,
That I’ve lost sight of what I want,
I’m sick of letting you even the score.

I wanted you so much,
I know why…