Without you

Just another day without you
i wipe away the tears and frown
as i look at your tomb remembering
how they put you in the ground

how could you leave me here
all alone to grieve
did you even think of me
before this earth you did leave?

i know that you hate your life
and all throughout the day you cried
but with out you here
i think I'm the one who died

now i just wear a fake smile
i laugh and joke and lie
because deep inside
all i do is cry

do you know what its like
to wake up and see your face
to think of how you left me
in this awful place

to think of all the promises
of how we would make it through
but i guess they were all lies
since I'm now here without you

do you know how much it hurt
to have to say goodbye
to the only one i ever loved
why did you want to die

i still don't understand it
why you the one who had to go
but i guess its to late
i guess we'll never know

i wipe away a tear
and finish what i came to say
and i place a red rose on your grave
and slowly walk away