Lost

As I watch you stumble toward me, you see subconscious of who I am.

I sometimes wonder who I am myself sometimes.

I feel sometimes that I'm strong with power, but I fear to use it to push you away like a bad hurricane.

As you try to give me assistance, I reject but all the assistance I need from you is to say "I love you" to me.

I try not to be gruff but its hard not to when you act that way you do when I'm not myself and I need you at the time.

You never realize how much a person means to you in till they're gone for ever.

As time passes I hope you notice why I'm writing this poem and dedicating it to you

*dedicated*