Maybe I was wrong to think I could Change
Maybe I was wrong to believe I could be happy
I'm sorry I fvcked things up again
Why are you here with me
Why do you call me yours
I'm a B*#ch who doesn't care
I'm selfish
I'm hopeless, you told me yourself
I wish you didn't love me
Then I wouldn't hurt you the way I do
I left you there
Didn't say good bye
Not a word
Now I lay here crying
Bleeding
Wishing you would call
Wishing you would tell me you love me
Maybe this is the end
The end of us
The end of it all
You think I don't care for anyone else
Why do I cut
Why are there scars
They're from all the times I screwed up
From all the times I "didn't" care
I do care
I care so much I would rather die than see the pain I put you through
I'm sorry I know I'm hopeless
You deserve so much better
Infecting everyone I come in contact with
I'm so sick of cry
Sick of bleeding
But cuttings my only escape
I wish I was alone
Wish everyone hated me
Life would be so much easier
