Writing it down doesn't help anymore
Cutting not as satisfying as it used to be
Now I actually cry tears
But none of it relieves the hate I feel towards myself
I'm Hopeless
I am worthless
Leave me
Leave me here alone
Let me die
Let me say good bye
I'll cut real deep
There'll be so much blood I'll drain
I'll drown in a mix of my blood and tears
You'll try to save me
But this time it really will be too late
This time I'll die
I'm sorry for my suicide
Would you stop me if you knew?
Would you care if I was to say my life is through
I'm sorry that I hurt you all
If I could take it back I Would
If I could change me I would
You know it's true
But I only let you down over and over again
What if you knew I would react this way
Would you take back what you said?
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be
Here goes nothing
I'm pouring the crimson river
I'll say good bye
There's nothing you could have done
My soul was dead
My body needed to follow
I love you and Good bye
