First true love

I went out with him for a mere 4 dayz
I think it was something in his gaze
That made me feel so good inside
Like I had no reason to run and hide
Like I had done so many times before
He gave me that tingle right down to my core
I thought I was happy hell I thought he was too
Like he had come into my life right on cue
To me anyways this all felt right
And I thought just maybe that he might
Be the one to which I could say
"I love you baby for forever and a day"
But I didn’t get to say it to him
The fire he had for me I guess it went dim
The words I heard cut deeper than any knife
This boy he had become like my life
"Zack said it’s over" I heard over the phone
In an instant I felt all alone
Before I knew it I had started to cry
I just wanted to say goodbye
To this nightmare hell I was in
Felt like my heart had been stuck with a pin
That was 3 days ago
I thought he liked me though?
He said it like a hellish jingle
"I just want to be single"
Is that even a valid reason?
That’s like making up a fifth season
I may sound harsh when I talk to him
But sometimes the words are said on a whim
Because I think I’m supposed to play the angry ex girlfriend
But I really don’t have the hate I send
The hate is not in my heart
I don’t want us to be apart
It hurt so much to even look him in the eye
I never thought that a guy
Could make me like this
And it all started with just one kiss
He was the best thing I’ve ever tasted
It’s like all my fears were wasted
There was nothing to worry about
I think I loved him there was no doubt
Not a doubt in my mind
My heart he did find
but it's all over now
all i can say is "damn" and "wow"