Feelings drowned in so much pain,
Thinking so much and driving myself insane.
It's like my mind is made up but my heart disagrees,
How can I be so blind when my eyes see clearly,
Little by little everything slips away,
Trapped in a cold,black night in the middle of the day,
All warmth is gone, I feel chills down my spine,
Why am I grabbing onto something that isn't mine,
Careless whispers echo in my head,
Where do I find faith when all hope is dead,
These grains of time are slipping throught my fist,
Memories are etched like these cuts on my wrist,
Feels like I'm standing on thin air,
Trying to hold on but there's nothing there,
Forced smiles and fake laughter is what I portray,
Such loss of words yet so much to say.
