Sometimes I wonder why I feel so empty,
And why nothing in this world makes sense,
When insecurities are killing me from the inside,
I wonder why I still smile and pretend,
When you act this way it hurts so much,
Then why do I act like it doesn't phase me,
Why do I try to be non-chalant about it,
When your every word has the power to change me,
Everything is slowly building up,
Someday I mite just explode,
Why do u try to convince me that u care,
When in reality, u just could've showed,
Sometimes I wonder why I feel so lonely,
And why I sense solitude in a crowd,
Why do I ignore that voice within me,
Because its silent? or because its too loud?
Ive become my worst enemy, driving myself insane,
Drowning deeper and deeper in this crazy emotional maze,
I know I need to confront my many hidden fears,
But when u ask me whats wrong, I say it's just one of those days,
