Suicide Wish

No one seems to know my pain,
Or what I have to go through,
All this torture, all these tears,
And all because of you.

You don't seem to notice me,
Or the hurt I express inside,
You cant see the scars I carry,
Or how long ago my soul died.

So with this blade I will take my life,
And tell you my painful story,
Every little detail of my hurt,
In all its darkened glory.

Look deep into my tear-stained eyes,
Look behind the glass within,
My pain inside is just as ugly,
As the body I have to live in.

This is why I don't want to live,
And why I cut myself to shreds,
I cant stand living my life,
Wishing I was dead.

My broken heart wont fully mend,
But tears shall stop, no more pain,
I’ll watch over you all from above,
As the blood drips from my vein.

Now the time has come, its over,
Please don't cry, be brave,
So when I die, lay me to rest,
And put this on my grave:

"To all my friends in life,
Of which I loved you so,
I’m sorry, I wasn't happy here,
I just had to let you go."