Everything Inside

I know this isn't how you see me
usually my smiles are here
but i guess I'm going to stop pretending
I'm letting them disappear

I'm tired of this image i have
this disguise that i put on
I'm sick of my fears overtaking me
my days of hiding are gone

I'm sorry for this all
but this is too much
my heart aches at every thought
to know I've lost his touch

so here i am alone right now
with no one by my side
i just can't be strong anymore
I'm done with keeping everything inside

so maybe all the tears'll come
or maybe my eyes'll stay dry
but I'll still be hurting inside
whether my face is blank, or if i begin to cry...

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