My smile...

I used to be the type of girl who could light a room up just by her smile and someone everyone looked forward to seeing the type of girl who always seemed to be happy but i was really hiding.... hiding behind my sweet smile long sleeves and sparkling eyes none could see i bled at night or that i was slowly fading away into a hole 0of never ending pain
well I'm still the girl hiding but not like i was b4 sometimes my pain shows through even tho i try so hard to keep it under the surface but its so hard sometimes i just want to let it out and other times i get mad because someone wants me to i like to think none cares but i no thats wrong my friends tell me all the time how much they care but my family... thats another story they yell and scream and hurt me like a worthless reject but deep down inside i no i no that i am a human just like everyone else