The New Girl

I just want you to know how it feels to be waiting…Just waiting for your call.
Waiting for things to go back to the way they were, before she started it all.
I want to start talking again, they way we used to – hours on end.
But you found someone else – “The new girl” – The w h o r e.
You think she’s great, the one you’ve been waiting for.
But what about me? I thought I was “your one and only.”
The one that filled that emptiness inside, as you filled mine.
And it’s all because I wasn’t open with my feelings…at the time.
I wasn’t able, to let you see the screwed up side that I try so hard to hide.
Maybe I was just scared, scared to get to close, to love you, only to lose you.
And the truth is I’ve never felt to complete, so alive when I was alone with you.
Just all to terrified to tell you all my secrets I bury deep down inside.
I was afraid you would panic, pick up and leave, just walk right outside.
But how can you blame me, I told you it’s happened before…
I pour my heart out, and I’m left broken on the floor.
And oh this “new girl” how I hate her so.
She took away all our hopes and dreams, all for us, all yet to be seen.